Thursday, 12 November 2009
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The Struggle With Myself
There is a part of me that wants to have sex with every pretty woman I meet, and kill anyone who pisses me off. Lust and hatred, sex and violence, animal instincts, rule that part of who I am.
The other part of me is just insane!!!
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LOL! Nice.
Just depends upon whether you want to be the animal or something else. Nature of free will, baby.
Part of a poem I wrote years ago:
"Hunger growls within me,
A tiger pacing on the line,
Focused fixed, forbidden prey,
Lust beats logic every time."
P.S.... but that whole killing thing will get you thrown in jail, just in case you forgot that part. ;)
I think those things are human nature but having the willpower not to act on them makes you an okay person. I think if anyone (especially men) really looked deep in themselves they would find the same things, the same thoughts. A woman's main downfall seems to be insecurities.
A part of me wishes to whore around. Hahaha... but I'm going to retain my dignity and not act on my wish.
There is that part of me too...and I sorta like it. I don't let it have it's head too often, but it makes me feel alive, reminds me what I am, humbles me, and makes me smile
there are 2 to everyone...which one will you let rule you?...smile
ehm, who doesn't want THAT?
i find insanity much more interesting than "normal".
I identify with the hatred part. Especially when I am driving!
@FallingSafely - Very true.
@whisperitloudly - I love your poem. You should post it in its entirety!
I think that's a part of most of us. I know I've felt that way, and if I wanted to let go of self control I could feel that way again. Don't really want to though! lol.
@whisperitloudly - That's a great poem.
And I'm also the same with the hate part. Haha.
Freud would have a field day with you. ;)
A common struggle with many people...it really is do you have the will power not to act on those things?
Though sometimes I would like to smack a few people for pissing me off once in a while too. LOL!
@AibellFaeire - I would perhaps have a field day with him, then walk out of his office smiling, leaving him shaking his head and muttering to himself.
If you want to stop wishing you could kill people, you need to increase your power to get what you want in other ways, without killing them. I found this to be really helpful: http://www.thecouragetowin.com/7daystobreakthroughconfidence.html maybe it would help you, too.
I would say the two halves compliment each other nicely. If the first half gets out of hand and actually takes someone out you can always blame it on the second half.
lifes hard sometimes
@tsh44 - Haha, so true!
Is it really insanity or passionate human nature...
we're just human! We're adam and eve living it on, just in another society. lol
I don't approve of the extreme lust, but I'm okay with the killing...but no, I don't want you to kill anyone. lol. I guess I just love the dark side of things.
@whisperitloudly - "Lust beats logic every time." - love it!